Thursday, July 12, 2007

• very busy.
• very upset about my life.
• very tired.

Right now, I'm

• trying my best to polish up my Trigo sums.
• saving up money for birthdays.
• on a diet (ok maybe).
• craving for KFC.
• trying to stay awake.

I really want to

• sleep for 24 hours.
• fix my own computer.
• hit the gym.
• cry the shit out of my eyes.
• see Clif as soon as possible.

Apparently, I think

• that I'm becoming more than sadistic.
• I'm dangerous

because...

• I keep thinking about killing and murdering people who piss me off in school.
• I have plans on how to kill them.
• I want to kill them so badly.
• I don't want to just stab them.

What I mean is

• to drown them in the sea,
• pull them up again,
• choke them with a huge banana,
• scrape off their skin and slowly retrieve their veins,
• let them eat their veins,
• they die, and I blend them into pulp.
• I'm happy.

I'm sick.